Being Alive..?!

I thought my life is calm
The fact that it was not,
kills me...!


I thought everyone understands me
But the fact that they don't,
kills me...!


I thought i could be frank
The fact that i couldn't be so,
kills me...!


I thought i could satisfy everyone
But the fact that they wouldn't be,
kills me...!


I thought all are happy being with me
The fact that they are not so always
kills me...!


I thought i was living
But the fact that am NOWHERE...
reminds me..

                                   I AM ..DEAD!!